explosions.

So tonight, I decided to listen to Explosions in the Sky.
Now, I've listened to them countless times, I've also seen them live, thanks to Shane (: and I love them ohsomuch. But right now, it brings nostalgia.

Nostalgia of trudging through the drenching rain to Chad's house from P's. Nostalgia of playing video games loudly over the sound of rain. Nostalgia of just sitting in P's house, eating numnums. Nostalgia of walking through those rainy streets that I know like the back of my hand.

September, you cannot come soon enough.
I've grown out of my skin and now. Now I'm crawling back in.

Old times?

So I decided to go to one of Sara's old DA accounts.
and, apparently (I do not remember this whatsoever)
She was incredibly jealous of me dating Star, incredibly.
It's just weird. Weird as all fucking hell.

So now, I'm on a mind trip into the past.
Trying to remember all the things I've forgotten
because I was too young to understand what the hell I
was actually getting in to.

It seems trivial, but so be it.
Lots of thinking, lots of meditation, but I don't mind.